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6 Signs Showing You Can't Handle Your Addiction

6 Signs Showing You Can't Handle Your Addiction

How Do You Know You are Engaging in Substance Abuse? Having a life with addiction could be a very difficult time.

I went through a phase of unending apprehension, desolation and mental disturbance; during this phase, I felt tortured but then my breakthrough came, I got back on my feet and became the captain of my ship. The world might as well have crashed onto itself and it would've weighed exactly the same to me.


Initially, my addiction made me unperturbed by the many problems before me.


The greater part of my apprehensions and issues all of a sudden blended and vanished all through that mind-boggling sentiment fake satisfaction and bliss that at last prompt to my breaking point.

My world fell apart only months before I went into the rehab, it was the most depressive times for me and my addiction. My self-denial of my addiction had me disoriented while seeking means of making what is morally wrong seem right till the day it dawned on me I had lost everyone who made me happy, my aspirations and everything I valued.


These 6 Signs Woke Me Up To Reality That I Went Too Far With My Addiction And That I Had To Make It Up

  • My world was filled with calamity and anguish

When I was a strong user, what or how much of it I took means nothing, life would still remain how it had been. Depression dominated over me like a heavy blanket that prevented me from moving in any direction. My situation appeared hopeless while my lamentations were only equalled by the feeling of being let-down which my family felt because of me. Then, all I felt were guilt and frustration getting into me, I pictured my beloved family and friends were disappointed by me I almost could not forgive myself. It resembled life's just mission was to help me to remember what number of oversights I had made and the amount I was harming everybody around me. The frustration and guilt were like a loop, went on and on, giving me an excuse to go back to using the reason of the frustration, I did not realize that I was feeding the loop. Apparently, by taking more and more frequently, the spiral of the destruction of oneself which I actively participated in took its darkest and heaviest turn and made me feel I was approaching the critical'point'at'which'turning back'or'reversal'is impossible. At that point, all the sadness and feeling of failure were such a heavy load, that my habit of using to get rid of the feeling was just dragging me further into it.

  • All the things you pay attention to fades out till you miss it

A portion of the general population I had around me amid my time as a someone who is addicted remained by to help me until the very end, and for that, I'm extremely thankful. But not all the people were like that, some left me and never came back, the addiction that I had, they just did not get it. Nevertheless, because of how profound into my issues and issues I was, I began to push away even the ones that needed to stick around to receive me in return. I became extremely bid with simply getting the next hit, that I allowed it eclipse all the other things. I began to report wiped out at work since I didn't crave going. I skipped over on dates and meetings with allies and blood ties because I couldn't handle Bing sober for a long duration. Life phased down itself to only one thing, and that single thing was what switched the lights off in my life to the extent that I lost all I once cared about.

  • You lose control over your life

Self control was never my most grounded suit. When I was utilizing, I cant even recall how many occasions I told myself it was the final time. Each one of those circumstances prompt to me supposing how it would be alright to simply utilize a smidgen more as a "farewell" to the substances. It was impossible to converse with people nor have them see me, despair and nervousness were written all over me, and this made me feel extremely bitter. I avoided all my obligations and duties rather I stayed indoors. My debt rose during this period. Now and again the telephone wouldn't quit ringing since everyone knew there was something incorrectly going ahead in my life; I simply would not like to disclose to them they were correct. I felt like didn't have control over anything any longer. Not even the time, place or even the quantity I took.

  • You lie to everybody, yourself inclusive

Possibly the situation degenerated due to the lies. My dread of being judged or thrown out made me lie so regularly that at last, it was practically difficult to stay aware of the considerable number of things I had made up just to have the capacity to fulfil my compulsion. I was adopting money from allies and family, never being in a capable to offer it in return. Addiction destroyed my life in every aspects, it took away my money, my health, and my relieved feelings. Then I started to hurt my body. I did not eat and it caused me to lose weight drastically; everyone noticed my unusual behaviour and they gave their hand to help but I refused to hold them by lying to them telling them I was okay. It created a yet even larger and stronger wall between me and myself. I revealed to myself such a large number of stories, contentions and motivations to continue utilizing that I trust I could've composed a book on sorry excuses to mishandle drugs.

  • The thought of being sober scares you so you continue in the use of drugs.

Withdrawal is one of the baddest things a dependent can undergo. I wanted to run away from all the tension, worries and despair which made the situation complicated. I was utilizing to never lose that high feeling because I understood what came after and I couldn't handle it. It's such a strong and extreme condition that you feel like it's the only solution is by taking more and more frequently. Everything degenerated even further since my body adapted to the dosage I took.

  • Nothing else matters

After all the justifiable reasons were said. Every one of the ties with friends and family were cut by me. Every one of my feelings of dread turned out to be valid and I no longer thought about whatever else other than being high. I drove every person out of my life and just a few decided to hold on outside for the chance to come up where they could return and support me. I was neck deep into drugs that I had no interest whatever in anything else. I lost my job, my phone stopped ringing, even my family started to take steps back and leave me.


At this stage, words from the ones I cherished the most began to bob inside my head. When I thought all was lost, when I knew that I reached the worst possible situation, I discovered I needed help and there were enough around to assist me in moving out of that dark and deep well I carelessly entered into.


Living with an addiction is probably the most difficult thing I have ever experienced, and actually could also be the most difficult thing my family and friends have ever gone through. A little knowledge about what substance abuse was would have made the whole situation less complicated. While things were spiralling crazy, those that dependably remained by me were seeing every one of these signs that I neglected to see at first.

Love and persistence were two things that spared me and my friends and family.


I believed all the things were lost but at last, I went through a recuperation procedure that opened my eyes to a fresh jovial healthy life, where I haven't disregarded my past but I pardoned myself for what I did and requested for forgiveness without dishonour. It was intense, I won't lie, yet I'm truly glad that I wasn't the only one and that despite everything I have individuals who had faith in me until I was back on track.

Identifying these signs can bring a significant change into the life of a user, allowing them to understand that you still care irrespective of how sore things may turn out can be what will eventually light up the path to sobriety.